While you say you have only ever left 2 negative reviews, out of 20 reviews as a guest (with one being a repeat stay in a place you obviously liked, so really 19 reviews), I counted 5 wholly negative reviews you have left for hosts, 2 which were mainly positive, but in which you found something to complain about, and one where you left a one word review- Adequate".
While I realize that some hosts really do deserve bad reviews, and I'm a strong advocate of honesty in reviews, you seem like someone who is highly critical with overly high expectations and little adaptability. And I can see the review in question where the host asked you to leave cash- you apparently stayed there for 6 days and then expected a full refund.
Reading your reviewing history would make me decline a booking request from you, as I would be extremely wary that you would be demanding, overly critical, and difficult to please. Exactly the type of host other hosts dread hosting.
@Su-Ying0