@Laura2592 what a dreadful situation to be placed in.
Hang in there, the bad ones will soon go to the bottom of the pile and you will have appreciative Guests like the ones that have given not only yourself joy but us to with your stories and first hand experiences.
Remember the old trick of how to deal with this awful situation, every time you flush the toilet, and are feeling cross about what has happened, say good riddance you are going where you belong.
You are a strong positive woman
This topic is very helpful for a friend here in New Zealand also going through a challenging time.
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