Hi @Enock-N--Jaqi0
When you search for your own listing while you're logged into your Airbnb account, your listing tends to appear at the top of the search results for a number of relevant area search terms. This is very handy when you've unblocked dates or eased restrictions - you can quickly check whether your listing is showing up for the intended dates.
However, to see your "real" position, you have to use the browser in private mode. This position is not necessarily what every guest will see (searches are tailored according to the individual searching), but it will give you a good idea of where you rank in a very general way.